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Relient K - Those Words Are Not Enough
I lay my life before you, and i'm not getting up
Father, how i adore you
Those words are not enough
Father, know i love you, and know i am wrong
Lord, please take my life
Make me your son
Make me your son
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery. What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by
Graduation, :-/ no fun, we played ( the and and chorus ) at the graduation, and now, i miss everyone, i'm never gonna see most of them again, i'm still here BECAUSE of them, they just made my day EVERY single day, and i'm really really gonna miss that, now its gonna be my turn to step up, im not the little guy nemore, im kinda scared, but i know ill do a great job, i just hope i can be a great leader for the band, i just hope that i even MAKE the cut for ass. drum major :-p, ( just a lil rachel albright humor there ) i love the heck outa some of those seniors, and nothings gonna bring 'em back :-/ idk wat to think nemore, it REALLY sucks losing someone you've gotten to know and love like this, some of them were like sisters to me, and some like brothers, so idk, im kinda confused, cause it feels like a piece of me is gone, and it sucks, it really sucks! Next year my sister leaves, and she's my all time best buddy, and idk if i wanna be here w/o her... i mean i know its not gonna be a year until she's gone, but this year went by SO fast, so i'm hoping, and expecting another fast year but im also hoping it'll go slow, so that i can spend more time with my sister, but hey, things like this are just a parta life! and im lovin it!
On a much softer note, i still have Cynthia stuck in my head, and i love it, its like a lift off my shoulders whenever i see her, it's like all my worries just, fly away into oblivion, and i can't wait until this summer, cause i am gonna make ABSOLUTELY sure that i spend some time with her, AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, i just dont wanna see stockerish :-p cause that is NEVER good in a b/f, and that is wat i ultimately want to be to her, well neways... CYNTHIA IF YOU READ THIS JUST KNOW THAT YOU'RE IN MY HEART SWEETIE!
Posted at 6/12/2004 10:14:03 pm by DougieP
I've been thinkin alot about this special someone, her name is cynthia downs, she's a sophomore, and an AMAZING person, she is smart, humerous, nice, caring, and ABSOLUTELY beautiful... :-/ and she's also, NOT SINGLE, she has a b/f, but im hoping that ill get my chance... well neways, here's a poem i wrote for her...
What passions come deep in my soul
When I look at you my heart beats…
Every time you make a move
I can’t stand but think
This passion for you
That makes me want to jump
Like a massage of the heart
I love every moment
Spent with you
A second lost seems to be
An endless day
What words I speak
Come straight from my heart
I want you to realize
How much life you put into me
I WANT you to WANT me
I NEED you to NEED me
One thing I want
Is for you to be in my arms
And love me like I love you
But some prayers may be
Posted at 6/5/2004 4:19:38 pm by DougieP
So i got my Wisdom Teeth out today at 8, and they aboslutely kill! it sucks cause i can only eat jello and pudding for a while, so no tacos, no nachos, no hot dogs :-/ and no kissing! :-p haha, me kiss someone? NAWW NEVER! O:-) haha, im a loser i know, well ill try and post more often!
Posted at 6/4/2004 10:19:57 am by DougieP
So last nite ashley cole came ova! we had a blast! :) We watched The Texas Chainsaw Massacre ( scariest movie EVER ) and we ordered some Domino's! So we had soda and pizza! :-) then after the movie we went outside and set off some smokebombs! it was fun, but i burnt both thumbs twice! :-p after, we went inside and watched homefries ( weird movie ) and then we watched some of the Flyers v Lightning Game 7, WOO! LIGHTNING WON! :-) Then we finished the night wish some Premium Blend on comedy central! :-) WOO GO US ASHLEY! :-) havin a great weekend so far! hope everyone else is too!
Posted at 5/23/2004 10:16:49 am by DougieP
so there was this guy that used to go to his grandparents house alot, whom lived across the street from me ( until i moved :-/ ) and we ALWAYS hung out and "stuff" :-) O:-) and so i hadnt talked to him in like 5 years and he got my sn from lacy! I LOVE YOU HUNNIE! :-D and so he im'd me, and idk who it was, until he told me, and i was in complete disbelief! i missed that kid so much! WOO! and so we talked and talked, and it was great :-) and it turns out he's gay! :-) woo hoo!
SO HOPEFULLY ME AND ERIK MIGHT POSSIBLY HOOK UP! WOO HOO!
Posted at 5/10/2004 5:29:10 pm by DougieP
I'm at Samantha's house :) and we're havin lots of fun!!! We're gonna watch Bin Laden get bombed later on tonite! WOO HOO HE SUCKS! ( Everyone should know that i've decided that i like sam, and its cool like that! ) HER DAD COLLECTS SWORDS AND KNIVES! Her whole family is off the hook! 8-) Syracuse won today, their moving on! Wake Forest won today, their also moving on! But mah team, the St. Joes, won by a landslide! :-) We are having so much fun :-) Her mom is cool! She likes pretty smelling incense that are purple and pink!! WOO HOO! OFF THE HOOK! Samantha got leighed by her mom ( the hawiian leighs ppl! Get ur mind outa the gutters! :-x ) We're gonna get goin and hang out some more :-) ( tom's busted nuts! ewwww )
Posted at 3/18/2004 6:04:01 pm by DougieP
I haven't posted in awhile
Yea so i'm still alive! :D i just haven't posted in awhile! So i went to the movies last night with Kayla and Sara to see Secret Window, GREAT MOVIE RIGHT THERE FOLKS! WOOHOO! Yea it was funny cause both ladies get scared easily, so it was fun listening to them scream and scower! :D im so twisted wooo! yea and then i went to sara's house, cause stupid me didnt have a ride home or my keys for my house, so i couldn't get in, cause no one was home... and so i played PS2 at Sara's house, which was a blast! We watched the scary parts of The Ring, eeeeack, that movies crazy! Spaulding lost to Dover 6-0! SPAULDING SUCKS! UGH!
Posted at 3/14/2004 5:44:49 pm by DougieP
Posted at 3/14/2004 5:38:29 pm by DougieP
I went to youth group yesterday... and it was really crazy! Ali finally came again! jeesh, you gotta come more babez! At the end of youth group, like usual, we went back downstairs, and we all hung out, but we got a hold of this ball.... that we decided to play wall ball with... but, we played INSIDE! It was so much fun, until all of a sudden, the ball hits me, i am running full speed towards the wall... AND I NEVER STOPPED! Meaning, I ran through the wall! AHHHHHHH! I was flippin out! I feel so bad about it... So, im gonna help fix it.. or at least pay for it :) cause im such a good kid!! I picked my classes today! let me know wat ur pickin so mayb we can have the same ones! :)
Posted at 3/5/2004 3:05:48 pm by DougieP
Yesterday ( last nite ) was cool! My dad and i dropped my sister off at her soccer game, which they lost in a shootout! And then my dad and i went to the UNH v. BC hockey game, and with BC being ranked #1 in the nation, this was a huge game! UNH won!! 3-2! :) I am really having some thoughts about my personal life, if ya know wat i mean, man, crazy things a happenin! But we'll figure it out eventually~!
Posted at 2/29/2004 10:01:48 am by DougieP